new world?

loneliness is worth suffering
happening outside my window
looking at your life feels smothering
while being bitten by the black widow

I wish I could be the one
but you showed me that it's done
for us, you should always rely on
but I'm still missing the ability to cry on

my phone doesn't ring anymore
so what's the point of universal being
when your stomach fights the painful roar
just to continue futile breathing

it's not about the void inside
when there's nothing left to hide
I'll lose the mind bridge and going to die
while listening to my Killswitch Lullaby