Immortality made of darkness.
Chanyeol & Kai, CHANKAI, R.
POV / confession / mention of blood / songfic / mysticism / Kai is human, but Chanyeol is not. Read to the song Who Is She - I Monster.
I call his name across an endless plain. He'll answer me where ever he may be.
A misty memory... is he a lost embrace? What happens to me is real? Feelings... such a dangerous thing. Love is equivalent only to Rage, and maybe they are even two extremes of the same essence.
If you're truly in love...
Is if you’re ready to throw yourself into fire for your man, then you'd just as easily kill for him and probably end up killing your lover too.
Because it belongs only to you.
Where did I go wrong? How could I choose him. This mysterious image, woven from my dreams and fears. It's like a person hiding in the shadows of my bedroom. Why his hands keep me so warm at night? It's awful feeling when he break my ribs and goes for my heart, crushing it with his hands and I look into his cold blue eyes and all I see is myself.
My heart bleeds, My body is immersed in a sea of blood. An insignificant physical shell of my completely naked soul in front of him.
This creature is suffocating me, taking my life, but all I want is to feel his hands warming me at night once more. Oh, who is he? My misty memory... I want to call him by name, but I don't remember any letters... I feel like I'm getting lost in time.
Perhaps his image is simply my imagination. My creation.
After all, he appears only in the bliss of sleep, when I am defenseless before this devilish creature that he calls his body. Oh, who is he?
Maybe it's really just a dream. Don't let me wake up. Take my soul.
I'll follow you, my love. I know your name.
I feel your hands on my shoulders, they warm me so painfully. They're burning me up inside. Oh, who are you. A misty memory, a haunting face or... a lost embrace? Oh, why Chanyeol, your hands are suffocating me so much. Do you really want to take me to your place?
Somewhere across the sea of time, a love immortal just like mine will come to me eternally