May 19

Ultraviolence

By Lavie

Chanyeol & Kai, CHANKAI, R.

Tags: POV, Ultraviolence (Lana Del Rey Theme), Poetic prose, Dark romance, Angst, Unhealthy relationship, Lana Del Rey references, Symbolism, Emotional hurt

Cause I'm your jazz singer and you're my cult leader, I love you forever

Oh, please, love me so intensely that I feel it in every cell of my body. I want to feel your blow, which will become a sweet kiss to me. After all, you think of me as a poisoned flower, but I only poison myself. Oh, Chanyeol, brought me back. Reminded me of when we were kids.

With his ultraviolence.

You always knew that loving you was never enough. Oh, Chanyeol, tell me... how you hurt me, but it felt like true love. We could go back to our place, where our union was blessed by the heavens. Oh, Chanyeol, I will love you forever.

Young dancer with broken legs, kneeling before his cult leader.

Oh, Chanyeol, I can hear violins. I want to flutter like a butterfly that escaped its cocoon. Bring me back to earth, my cult leader.

After all, heaven is on earth.

I can hear sirens and the sound of violins, tell me what these white lines mean... for I will love you forever.

Give me all of that ultraviolence.