September 9, 2022

crazy realizations and premonitions.

i don't know why this has to happen, but before you slowly slip into the spiral of all this homework: you should be reminded that your faith has to be stronger than your fear.

you should actually see babylyn in person. you should actually talk in the college steps area. is there something that she wants to say right now? actually, i think babylyn is busy not touching her messages yet because it's terribly overwhelming.

sa tumblr, i tried. andami ko na talagang posts: pero sobrang dami talaga ng messages. sobrang dami (♥_♥)

i just pasted many things there and wrote many things for therapy to understand so many memories that i've had of the whole town passing by and turning around more than once in a day. the earth is supposed to turn twice a day? it happens already more than twice.

andami kong therapy (●♡∀♡) totoo, andami kong therapy

actually, i'm not really unoccupied i'm really getting awoken by sudden sounds in the night all the time: i don't even set an alarm or keep watch anymore: i go to sleep and all those alarms from the red cross go off by themselves like wee woo~ ♪♪(o*゜∇゜)o~♪♪ you can ask takehiro about that.

i literally get shocked by nightmares out of bed every night (*°∀°)=3

now, i actually...HAVE TO WRITE DOWN ALL THESE THINGS I'M EXPERIENCING ON MY TUMBLR. ♬♩♪♩( ◜◒◝  )♩♪♩♬